On your birthday, I just want to say I love you and I will be your best friend always. I will be your best sidekick. You are the best mommy ever. But most of all, I love mommy best. And there are just tears. I hope you can take me to the park and play. Oh yeah, and I like the way that your house is made and I pray that one day I can get you some flowers. The end.
Love,
Carson (aka Ohmee)
typed by Jonathan . Word by word spoken from Carson
The children below are lucky to have one pair of shoes which are either falling apart, three sizes to small or three sizes to big. Thank you for the donated shoes. You made someones feet happy.
There'll be days like this Mama said (Mama said, mama said) Mama said there'll be days like this, There'll be days like this my Mama said (Mama said, mama said)
For those of you who really do not know me, I love song lyrics. When someone talks or writes I try to find different song lyrics to their statements. Anyway, today was a "Mama said there'll be days like this, Mama said" I was in a pure funk, Carson and Cinderella are starting to get colds, Carson had multiple melt downs and Cinderella wanted me to hold her all day. I normally do not mind the melt downs or holding Cinderella all day but today was not the day.
The funk is starting to get the best of me. As I have written about so many times before I dislike when it gets dark before 5:00pm, the trees being bare and layering the clothes on just to feed the horses. So what is my funk called "Seasonal affective disorder" my physician said, "Gret, if you take X you will feel better; you struggle with this every fall/winter." After giving it much thought, I am going to pass again this year on X. Prior to being a Mommy, I used to come home from work, take care of the horses, shower, and was in bed no later than 7pm during the winter months. Now I am forced to stay up and take care of the children. I guess that is not a bad thing since I love being a Mommy. Well, I am going to take me and my funky self to bed :)
Signs, Signs lyrics And the sign said long haired freaky people need not apply So I tucked my hair up under my hat and I went in to ask him why He said you look like a fine upstanding young man, I think you'll do So I took off my hat I said imagine that, huh, me working for you
woah!
Sign Sign everywhere a sign Blocking out the scenery breaking my mind Do this, don't do that, can't you read the sign
And the sign said anybody caught trespassing would be shot on sight So I jumped on the fence and yelled at the house, Hey! what gives you the right To put up a fence to keep me out or to keep mother nature in If God was here, he'd tell you to your face, man you're some kinda sinner
Sign Sign everywhere a sign Blocking out the scenery breaking my mind
What do you think: Libya, the stock market, the Middle East and now the Twinkie.... Is that a sign? Think about it. Read your bible-
The other night I took Carson to the township recreation center for skating. He thinks he is the stuff. At first he was a bit shy but within minutes he was out there getting his groove on.
What is that? What is happening? Can you make it stop? These were the three questions that came nervously out of my mouth last Wednesday while in Guatemala. Let me set the scene... it was a beautiful fall morning. The sun was bright and the air was a bit on the cool side. Jonathan, Becca, and I walked into the orhanage that had a distinct smell that brought back memories from months and years past. As we walked closer to the children wards we picked up our step a little with excitement as we anticipated seeing the children. After being greeted by the nurses and other volunteers on the ward we exchanged hugs and pleasant words. We were eager to see our favorite children without saying anything to the others. Some of the children have made great strides while other children are becoming more dependent upon the workers, their bodies twisted in ways I can not describe and some have gone on to heaven which is very bittersweet. Fast forward a few hours, we were all feeding the children their mid-morning bottle and once again exchanging pleasant words to each other. All the conversations that morning were very upbeat with light laughter in the air. Bec was over in the older girls ward and Jonathan was seated in the chair feeding a child newer to the orhanage who was a very, very slow feeder. As I finished feeding one of the little boys I started walking over to the desk to see who else needed to be fed when I felt this uncomfortable shaking. For a split second I did not think twice about it because at times my sugar goes low and I get a little shaky. But this was a different type of shaking, because it did not stop. I looked at Jonathan and muttered out "What is that?" He had a stunned look on his face before he could get a word out of his mouth. I looked at our friend Lesley and said in a very nervous voice "What is happening?" with nurses running in circles and their conversations loud and anxious. Lesley replied in her British accent "Its an earthquake. Oh Crap!" The concrete walls were shaking, the tin roof was moving like a wave. At first the nurses told us to get the kids out of the ward quickly and then they shifted thought and said keep them in place. I was standing next to Jonathan asking him to "make it stop." Many thoughts were flashing through my mind: my kids, what if the walls fall on us, how are we going to protect all these helpless children, and what if I die, how will they identify me. During the course of this flood of thoughts the shaking of the ground intensified and I was freaking out inside. A few minutes later which seemed like a few hours the shaking stopped. I was frozen in place as the chatter in the ward became very excitable as the nurses and volunteers were sharing their fears. The children did not seem bothered nor worried. Bec proceeded back into our ward with a ghost white face and quivering lips. Bec was expressing her concerns and fears regarding the earthquake. The rest of the staff were busy talking about the "after shock" which could be worse if and when it happened. The remaining part of the day was shot for me. Everywhere we went people were talking about their fears regarding the earthquake. Furthermore, they were discussing the Red Alert the President placed on Guatemala because of the potential effects of an after shock. We headed back to the hotel room to notify our family members that we were ok and there was no internet or phone service. Needless to say, we were able to contact someone who was able to contact my parents regarding our well being. As I look back on the 7.4 earthquake I realize that some things are completely out of my control and there is not a darn thing I can do about it. That's not a good feeling!
however Sandy decided she only wanted to stay for a short time. But she did make the trees dance quickly and the islands are flooded to the max. There are many families and businesses without power.
I do not write much about work on my blog however I will say all the residents are safe and the staff members did a wonderful job. We did experience some flooding and flickering of lights but nothing like the past.
At the home front my family has been really supportive of my long hours as they do their best to understand my responsibilities at work. Anyway, I need to catch a few zzzz's before I have to go back to work.
has been in my head all day. Hmmm-maybe because Sandy is bringing rain with her visit.
Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
I want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you
{Refrain}
So baby talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me
Like lovers do [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/e/eurythmics/here+comes+the+rain+again_20051807.html ]
Here comes the rain again
Raining in my head like a tragedy
Tearing me apart like a new emotion
Oooooh
I want to breathe in the open wind
I want to kiss like lovers do
I want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you
{Refrain}
So baby talk to me
Like lovers do
Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion
(Here is comes again, here it comes again)
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
I want dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you
you really do not have to visit us this year. Your sister Irene came last year and left us with terrible memories. Please take a detour.
New Jersey is preparing for the worst and hoping for the best as a hurricane, Nor’ester and cold front are set to bring a super storm to the region early next week.
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Red flags fly from a lifeguard station as Hurricane Sandy passes offshore to the east, Friday, Oct. 26, 2012, in Miami Beach, Fla.
“We are preparing for the absolute worst and I expect that we will be prepared for what comes in the next four or five days,” Lt. Gov. Kim Guadagno said at an event in Hillsdale this afternoon.
Guadagno said Cape May County’s Office of Emergency Management has already begun ordering evacuations and colleges along the coast are also voluntarily evacuating. Related: What you need to know if Sandy arrives in New Jersey
“It is the storm of the century,” she said. “We thought the last one was the storm of the century, but this is not only a hurricane, it’s a full moon, high-tide Nor’easter.”
Guadagno was in Hillsdale to announce a nearly $200,000 state grant that will fund infrastructure improvements to two roads, one of which – Central Avenue – is a major thoroughfare. She was serving as acting governor because Governor Christie is in North Carolina campaigning for GOP presidential nominee Mitt Romney and gubernatorial candidate Pat McCrory. But Guadagno said Christie would be back this evening and would be in charge throughout the weekend when the storm is expected to hit. Hillsdale Mayor Max Arnowitz said he has asked the state to request that United Water lower the water level at its reservoir in Woodcliff Lake, to help mitigate damage in flood-prone areas of the borough. But Guadagno said it’s too early to say whether the state would order the water company to lower it’s four reservoirs in the state.
“That is one of the many issues on the check list that we have to discuss and we haven’t made any decisions yet,” she said. “We’re still tracking the storm, we’re still getting ready for the storm. We’re prepared to make that decision if as the storm comes forward it’s required or appropriate.”
Guadagno said state Cabinet members have already had meetings with emergency management officials in the region today. The state commissioner of transportation was at the Regional Operations Intelligence Center at state police headquarters today in preparation of the storm and the National Guard are on call should they be needed.
“We learned a lot of lessons from Hurricane Irene,” she said. “One of the lessons was to follow a set, set of procedures to prepare for the worst and hope for the best. We’re already engaged in preparing for the worst. We are constantly tracking the storm.”
Arnowitz said Hillsdale is also prepared for the worst. He said the Department of Public Works spent Friday picking up leaves in flood-prone areas and clearing storm drains and he has authorized extra staff and over-time if it’s needed to handle the storm. He said emergency services personnel were meeting Friday afternoon to discuss storm response plans and residents will be getting phone calls urging the to evacuate if they live in low-lying areas.
He said the fire department volunteers would also be going door-to-door Sunday suggesting people evacuate flood-prone areas.
“We’re ready,” he said. “The generators are all gassed up. I hope we don’t have to use them.”
Guadagno, who lives in Monmouth County, also urged residents to be prepared and evacuate early, with plans to stay out of their homes for several days.
“If you live on the coast like I do, you know a full moon, high-tide Nor’easter is the absolute worst case scenario, add to that right now Hurricane Sandy – you need to be prepared,” she said.
“A child needs both to be hugged and unhugged. The hug lets her know she is valuable. The unhug lets her know that she is viable. If you’re always shoving your child away, they will cling to you for love. If you’re always holding them close, they will cling to you for fear."
In memory of my Aunt Terri who passed way due to breast cancer a few years ago. We loved singing this song together. I miss everything about you: your love, voice, laugh, persona, and smell. Until we meet again- My my my i yi woo (remember throw your head back when you say- woo)
My Sharona
Ooh my little pretty one, pretty one. When you gonna give me some time, Sharona? Ooh you make my motor run, my motor run. Gun it comin' off the line Sharona Never gonna stop, give it up. Such a dirty mind. Always get it up for the touch of the younger kind. My my my i yi woo. M M M My Sharona...
Come a little closer huh, ah will ya huh. Close enough to look in my eyes, Sharona. Keeping it a mystery gets to me Running down the length of my thighs, Sharona Never gonna stop, give it up. Such a dirty mind. Always get it up for the touch of the younger kind. My my my i yi woo. M M M My Sharona...
When you gonna give it to me, give it to me. It is just a matter of time Sharona Is it just destiny, destiny? Or is it just a game in my mind, Sharona? Never gonna stop, give it up. Such a dirty mind. Always get it up for the touch of the younger kind. My my my i yi woo. M M M My Sharona...
Tonight Carson wanted to know if his other family was worried about him? He also asked if they missed and loved him? My heart is not ready for the adoption questions.
It's that time of year where classes are finishing up for the term. It's been a great year for the ones that could study! There are many more that would like the opportunity as well, and now is the time to register them for next year! Please take a look at the attachment for some photos and info. Thanks for taking the time, and caring for these little ones here in Guatemala.
Saturday we attened Lyric's first birthday party. The theme of the party was baseball hence the shirts. Cinderella had a 'thing' for the birthday boy as she was rubbing his head and touching his arms. Carson was busy jumping in the bounce house with his girlfriend Sophia.
Overall it was a fun time.
Related: What you need to know if Sandy arrives in New Jersey
